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Milk Maiden Update #1

Okay, I’ll start this off with one big update, I guess.

During Episode 43, Brian and I discussed our desire to start an Adult Nursing Relationship (ANR). I spent a few hundred dollars and bought a bunch of stuff.

  • Spectra 2 breast pump
  • Milk Thistle pills
  • Fenugreek pills
  • Spirulina tablets
  • Shatavari tablets
  • Mother’s Milk tea
  • Dairy Dutchess supplements
  • Emergency lactation brownies
  • Hands-free bra thing to hold the flanges

Week 1 went well. My left breast started out with a droplet of milk but then I started to pumped some golden fluids that were not quite watery.. it was a smidge thicker. Then the next week, it decided to pump a droplet of milky blood. I googled. I don’t believe I’m dying. We shall see.

My right boob seems to either make nothing or make one droplet of milk. But today… TODAY!!! there was enough to spill into the tip of the flange!!

As far as supplements go, I read that you shouldn’t take fenugreek until after you’re able to produce at least a teaspoon of milk, so I’m holding off on that and the milk thistle. Also, being the impatient Kitten that I am, I ordered Domperidone. I really wanted to stay away from it because of the potential side-effects buuuut I also really REALLY want to be a milk maiden so I made the purchase. It should be here in about a month.

My pump schedule is excessive to say the least. At 4:30 in the morning, I do a 30 minute pump. Then I try to pump all day for at least 20 minutes every 2 hours until about 10:00 at night. At my first opportunity in the morning (either after the gym or after dropping the kids off at school, or some time during the weekend), I do a 1 hour power pump session.

  • pump 20 minutes
  • break 10 minutes
  • pump 15 minutes
  • break 5 minutes
  • pump 10 minutes

And of course, whenever we have time, I ask Brian if he can pop a titty in his mouth for a bit. Those times always make me EXTREMELY horny!! Usually it’s right before bed so I just don’t, but when we do have time, I try to casually make it known that I am available and down for whatever. I guess I should just straight up tell him it’s a 100% way to get to the sex. Haha!

Almost immediately, I started having that letdown feeling. It has grown more intense over the weeks. Whenever it happens, I try to go straight to the pump or ask Brian to suck my tits real quick. Yesterday, I was in class. I pumped at 5:00 and class is supposed to be over by 6: 45, so I thought I had time. We ended up staying until around 7:15 and at about 7:00, my boobs started that special ache. If I had milk, I would’ve leaked all down my shirt. Instead, as I sat in the back corner, I tried to discretely massage my breasts and squeeze my nipples. When I finally made it home, I pumped for about 10 to 15 minutes and then asked Brian to do the rest.